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Saturday, January 25, 2003

*rubs eyes* *looks at previous postage* ooooo was i ever tired that day...lol i even watched t.v. for almost 3 hours while half falling asleep! all day i was tired >.<, i was even falling asleep at the comp at times *heehee.... dunno why tho, it's not like i had went to sleep late the night b4...but last nit i went to sleep like @ 2 in da morning...>.< and rit when i hit the bed i was like "ahhhhh *falls asleep* oooo yea i was tired...lol but! i had a good rest, ya, sure my eyes r a little heavy wid sleep and rit now i could prob lay in bed for another half hour...but meh...it's almost 12 ne wayz......*yawns* (can u tell im talking alot about sleep?)

*sighs* oh well, nuff bout sleep, ill tell u bout my dream i had! (so very close to the same thing ne?) *heh heh heh.........ne wayz....well, i was in sum appartement building with my dad, i even think ive dreamed about one like it b4...ne wayz, our appartement was close to the bottom floor (yeesh, i just went to look for music and i rememened my mom files went "zippo" now im in deadly silence....) and the middle of the appartement (well our floor) was breaking in the middle, but it was strange, cause me and my dad new it was happening, we even crept against the wall to hold onto something, but my dad was telling me sumthin important...something i dont remember now.... i remember i kept on nodding my head in response, even as the middle of our floor broke (u see, it broke rit thro the middle of the appartement building, rit on the floor we were on) and everything titled foward, i closed my eyes cause i cant handle huge falls (roller coaster rides ^^) and i remember i was holdiong onto sumthin tight on the wall, but...instead of the 2 ends breaking and collapsing into eachother, the side that i was on titled backwards and i remember holding on for dear life! rubble was flying this way and that! then there a chunk missing...then there's me, looking thro the rubble, trying to find my dad. "where's my dad??" i hoped so much that he wasnt dead, there were people everywhere on the main floor and my side of the building had collapsed into one half of the main floor and even deeper into the basement (uh-oh) so after searching thro the crowds wid no luck i found a way to get into the basement, thro the rubble and it turned out their were people trapped down there....sooo the search to find my dad, but after a while of not finding him, i got distracted by something else. their became a order under the basement...talk of the end of the world (i guess thatz y the building collapsed) and all this weird advancing of plots started happening...>.< hard to explain, something about the only school left underground was this one place and these few teachers..and i remember going to see a few kidz, i member i was kinda cocky or sumthin and i remember Jade-chan was there too...thatz when i knew that..that..i was..watashi...wa..Kamui!!!!!! *dun da dun* (yes, i have been watching X anime too much.....so....=-= ) ne wayz...yes..i was Kamui cept i was me, yet i thought like him...(well a weird version of him, i was like a girl Kamui) okie, the next scence i remember..i was in my house and i was deciding whether to b, the Dragon of Earth, or the Dragon of Heaven...now normally that would NOT b a hard decision! ohh yea, i member bac in the place under the building, i decided to b Dragon of Heaven and the kidz there didnt believe me and i didnt kno how to show them my power...but ne wayz, at home i was reconsidering, i remeber saying to someone "all my loved ones have died...watz their i want to protect?" (WARNING CONTAINS SPOILERS) i was thinking like Kamui, thinking like how Kotori was gone and how Fuuma was gone too, wat was left for me? lol! but come on, my mom was in the next room! and im pretty sure all my friends were alive and well...well acually i dunno, but still, (and i think my dad still wasnt found) ne wayz, so im like "fine! im the Dragon of Earth!" and i was talking to my mom bout it, even tho i was sure she knew nothing about it, she goes "huh?" and then a little bit of me shines thro i guess, the thought of protecting everyone..making sure they're safe, but it was so faint. so as we're going out the door, i point up (like a hero or sumthin, how corney! lol) and i go "No! i am!! i am! The Dragon of Heaven!!!!!!!!!!" and everytime i pronouced wat i was, i felt a surge of energy thro me, ^-^ but my mom went, "wat?? u dont want change??" then she closed the door and took me into a room in our house, she says "honey, we need to talk about this, there's somthing i want to tell u" uh-huh...and i was sure she was working for the Dragon of Earth *looks around* or WAS she...cause wat she had to say...got delayed........*knock knock knock* *eyes shoot open* "hi, Renae"-my name is Renae btw-"was supposed to give me sumthin to give to summ--oh! there it is ^^ thx" that was my next door neighbour, lol i knew she was coming, but right when i woke up i was like "shoot! wat was my mom gonna say?? >.<" oh well. so i lay in bed for who knows how long, got ready for the day...and now im here...and now im saying.....sayo!!!!!!!! ^-^

Friday, January 24, 2003

*rubs eyes* im tired...and so so bored...and weak...

how was my math exam?

........................................................bad.............................................

but on a happier note tomorrow is the weekend!!!!!!! *waves hands in hair* oh! ya! *dances* demo....i have a science test on monday...BUT i am leaving Sat. to chill out. soooo if im not TOO laaazy, ill start studying today *coughs*sure*coughs* lol ^-^ welll looks like im in a good mood even if im going to take *cough*summerschool*cough*

ahhh oh well, wa can u do? oh btw, going to ward was cool, maybe one day when im overly bored ill rit in more detail. *heehee byes..

HoSHi*

Thursday, January 23, 2003

im SO stressed out! omgosh................................i dispise math! with such a passion! a burning passion!! and im sure pms isnt helping! *cries* (for real) MAN THIS SUCKZ! i dun wanna see my parents face when i go "i failed math* *cries* shit shit......IM SORRY SO! i FAILED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKKKKKKKKKKKk

well, im betting at least one person has been waiting for me to say this.......i finished the Golden Compass (warning, contains spoilers) AND IF ROGER IS REALLY DEAD! *takes deep breaths* then i am NOT reading the other books, less he comes too some how in the next book. Otherwise, no way man! i got enuff depressing books to read........*sniffles* he was such a cute kid......*sniffles*..........


HoShi* *sniff*

*stomach grumbles* errrr!! my dad just hadta make that extra grilled cheese sandwich....*tries not to barf* errr...........

*has other things to worry about*

MATH! omgosh! MATH! *cries* it's tomorrow! *panics* wat am i going to do! *STRESS BUILDUP* *cries* *sniffles* i did ok im my religion exam, im sure i passed it....demo...demo...MATH! oooooooooo *needs desperate help* im going to b phoning a few friends tonit! wish me luck!!!!!
*panics* $^$#^#&@&&&**&)(^%#*@#!@^*(%%%%#$^^^^#@$

ohh Jade-chan phoned! *tries to forget about the test* *sniffles* ait, off to my doom of the day.....^-^ byeSSSSSSSS

HoSHi*

Wednesday, January 22, 2003

WAAAAAA!~!!!!! *cries* no one is talking to me online! even tho i message friends like chronos he neva responds!!!!!! *is loney* wat to do now?? all i can do is study! *cries* no fun! no fun! .........

btw...i went to that X character test thingie, and i took it again, i re-read the questions carefully and decided, in the end i only changed one of my answers...it was, if sum1 told me they liked me, would i just walk away quietly, lie to them and say i dun have time to go out wid them, or tell them they're not my type....so..i realised..i wouldnt just walk away from them!!! datz like "o.o' " for the person! id seriously telll them "umm..sorry, ur just not my type." soo i changed the answer!!! and i got a totally different result! WAT DOES THIS MEAN? i am not arashi!!! i am Yuzuriha! *pouts* is this so? demo, i only had to change one question! and and and well...i think Yuzuriha is very cool!!! me fav character! demo. arashi is mega cool. i need peeps opinions!! wwho do u think im most like?? okie, i think Astrid is most like Arashi, demo, watashi wa Star, soooo Yuzuriha? ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i dunnoooooooooooo
*tip tap tip tap*
*tappidy tap tap*

Tuesday, January 21, 2003

oooooooooooooo im So cold rit now! and it's almost 10pm! tomorrow i m going to go visit a few peeps at their school, i wonder wat kind of adventure is going to take place there? ^-~

Boo-chan!!!!!!!!! i tried phoning u so many timeS! *cries* but it was the answering machine..and the first time no one answered...*sniffles*

...cold cold cold! and im gonna b even colder tom! cause i aveta take the bus!!!!!! err i cant function inn the cold properly..and my skin gets all dry..and my lips chap...*reminder* (bring lip chap tom) ERRRRRR soon im going too take a shower...nice and warrmm ooo bath, dat sound even better! wid bubbly thingies..*starry eyed* and then...ill use sum of dat nice lotion stuff...............................ummmmmmmmmmmmmm.......such a waste of water tho...but soo relaxing.....ahh l8z!!!!!!!!.

hahahahhahahhahaaaaa i have so many es of X!!!! da show is SO cool! tom im going to MW wid Jade-chan FUN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WEEEE ne wayz i just wanted to show JAde-chan how to do this, lol ^^ byes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 20, 2003

I don't know why it says there's an error page, but I know it's not because of the coding in the Template....

Removed TH and TR and TD codes<- nani?

*coughs* well i really dun mind, lol considering i stole everything from u Boo-chan..^^ *grins* and im even gonna steal sum more stuff *mooo ha ha ha ha aha ha ha ah ah
ne wayz, as for stealing, just think of it as "sharing is caring" awwwwww (coughs) ne wayz...

2day i had my tech exam and i TOTALLY went blank! shhhhhhhoooootttttt >.< the injustice....one question was like, "...using a counted loop..." i didnt get it!! :'(
ne wayz...it over, last day of school. *thros off bag* OH HELL YEA, *grins* annd last nit i had this wayyyu weird dream, i wanna tell it to u Boo! cause im toolazy to write it here...lol ^-^ so phone me if ya get the chance.
ne wayz, life is awsome, *pouts* but umm...*twirls fingers* i saw my math average...*bitz lip* okie..ill tell u the good news first..umm i got a 91% or sumthin on my math test...umm but i wasnt to happy about it...because all i could see was my term average written at the bottom of the page......................................
..........................64%...........................................
considering i havent taken my exam thatz worth 30% of my grade...that means im really getting..........................a....................
44%.............*sighs* oh well...ill just haveta see how it goes ^-^....a friend of mine says i only need to get a 65% on my exam....lets see if i cant do that...*hopes*

L8Z! ^-~
HoSHi*

Sunday, January 19, 2003

Updates

*blinks* Hope Rei-chan no mind...


  • Removed TH and TR and TD codes.
  • Changed absolute positioning on left side Div
  • Planning to steal Rei-chan's Scrollbar code *coughcough*


;)

ah...i feel dizzy....*looks around* me no feel too good..ahhhh too much hw to do! >.< religion and study 4 TIK....i just dropped Mishi-chan off bac @ home...did u kno she has a tendancy to elbow people? specially my Boo-chan. *grrr....ne wayz, yesterday was coo, cept for the need of attention she has, yeesh! sorry! itz not like i get to see him often *sniff* but ne wayz, everything turned out sugoi. ^-^ i also had a lil "accident" while Mishi dog pilled on top of me and i was being attacked from them tickling me, i bumped against the corner of the table and now my neck has a mark. (Boo, u kno wat im talking about. *nudge nudge*) my mom (like the playful mother she is) just had to yell, "Whats that on ur neck!?!?" *shakes head* talk about trying to scare the shi outa a bf. LOL it was pretty funny tho, she's all jkz, ne wayz today i rented mortal combat. (ffor n64) whenever i go to frigin get the one for playstation2 @.@ ne waz triligy is still awsome, and im so-so at it, so ne wayz, and 2nit im going to Umi-sama's house so that we can help one another study, ne wayz, i came down here to chillax, so i shall Ja ne! ^-~

HoSHi*